Love.. <3

Life
Just sitting here life is easy
Love
The most amazing feeling
Love your life
And your life will be filled with love

I have during the past five or six days turned my life upside down. 'Cause eventhough love is amazing it is also difficult. I am blessed with a fantastic boyfriend - I'm sure he's the man I'm going to love forever and ever, but... Because there is always a but! Isn't that right? We cannot live together. We have tried for 1½ years, and it is no good. But we love each other, so we are now moving, so he will have his place and me and the girls will have ours. This has not been easy to decide, but we are aware that we choose both love and life - it is because we want to be together that we move away from each other! Strange...

You know? This is one of the most adult decisions I have ever made. To let go! To choose love over any other feeling. And luckily Kasper feels the same way. Now we are both at peace.

I look forward to not feeling guilty, because I want to sew or read or write. I look forward to visits and being absorbed - just him and me and love without irritations without discussions. Just love! Nice hours with lots of love - him, me and the girls - him, me, the girls and our families...

Love is amazing
Life is amazing
But we have to find out how to combine the two
Now the love in my life is right
Love <3